i have gained 10 lbs since June.
i haven't weighed this much since one week after giving birth to tess.
this isn't good.
i don't gain weight.
i have always been super disciplined but able to enjoy splurges from time to time.
i have to take control of the situation, asap.
the thought of putting on jeans makes me vomit in my mouth.
i will lose 10 lbs by october 31.
i will work my ass off 5 days a week.
i think i may be having an anxiety attack right now.